This will be the first post on this blog. What a terrible day. However, the more I look at it, the more fun things I realized. Now I don't have to keep wondering what to do when I get a driving ticket. I'm really trying to get the camera to work but as usual, technologies always find way to disobey my commands. Guess the pictures will have to wait. So yea, it's now 12.10 and I'm sitting here like a nocturnal (is that right?) lunatic, posting my thoughts away. A good therapeutic activity I guess. I always wanted a private blog to rant so this is my chance. Uhmmm...
- One thing that annoys me is when people use my "stuff" without even bother to ask for my permissions. And even when I give them permissions, they can't understand that I've already gotten out of my way to give them a favor, yet they act like nothing happens. Ungrateful people are really annoying. The longer I befriend with someone, the more flaws I find in them. I guess that is just the way it works. I shouldn't be too close with anyone or else I just gonna bitch about them and that's not good. Ahhahahah.
- Anyway, I went to the library to find a book. Even with 3 summer reading books waiting for me to turn the page, I feel the need to read something I truly want to read, not just read it because I have to. Once again, the Alief library did not have any Augusten Burroughs' books. What a waste of space and time. I can't believe out of all those shelves, there was not even one book by my favorite author. Seriously...
- Today, I was slightly surprised at my dad's reactions to my speeding ticket. I thought he was going to do a whole dramatic ballistic monsterous episode and ground me but he was very calm and understanding toward my feelings. (not like I have many feelings that is) That was a nice change. However, we're stilling hiding this from mother because, unlike my dad, she WILL give me a dramatic ballistic monsterous episode about driving and how she has warned me numerous times. Oh well, not like they were expecting me to never get a ticket in my life. Defensive driving online class, here I come.
- It's funny how my care for animals only generated when I first meet them . Meaning, after a while, I will abandon them into oblivion. Example, my brother's 15 betta fish are now down to 6 because why? Because I didn't feed them and did not change their water. A little bit guilty for my lack of care, yes, but really, why do my parents expect me to care for 15 fish? That's hella work. I mean, that's like a job at home and we all know, I don't want non-a-dat.
- The older I get, the easier I get annoyed. I can see myself in the old hag house going, "DAMN YALL ALL! YALL GOING TO HELL! CUT THOSE MUSIC DOWN" to the other old folks in the retirement home. I'm THAT easily annoyed and it's kinda scares me. Like I've said to many people before, I will probably not get married nor have my own children because I can't keep up with commitment whether it is to animals or to people. I would rather live by my own standard and be lonely and rich and die young in my 50's. AAHAHHHAAHHA. Great life isn't it?
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